

Hi - A typical W & D result:
Hi - to whom
it may concern, my name is Kimberley, when I did your
"ways" game, I got (two hundred and ten Rose Points), and (zero Blue
Points), I did it a number of times and it always came out the same,
210-rose & 0-blue. Now I know it is meant for children, but,
.... I'm a fifty year old MtF -Transsexual who is only
just now transitioning and becoming "her real self",
at this late stage of my life because I could no longer "go on" as a
man anymore (this is the very, very, very short version of my life). I would have been so grateful to
have come across this game forty-five years ago, my life would have been much
different and much happier - much sooner, and with much less heartache etc... Anyway, I think what you're
doing is wonderful and I hope you are getting as much, or hopefully more,
support than you need to develop this game into a very sophisticated tool that
could be used professionally all over the world by the trained & even
untrained alike, it is the beginning of something wonderful and long
overdue. My sincere best wishes and gratitude to you all, you are onto
something very good here, and I hope it gets the funding and interest it
deserves to make it into a diagnostic tool that is used by millions of doctors
etc, all over the world..... ... hopefully it will help to educate some doctors
as well. Anyway, thankyou so much again, If you manage to develop this fully,
I'm sure there will be hundreds of thousands of grateful children as well, who
will not have to suffer in the wrong body all their lives, as I did up till
now...... Thankyou, Thankyou, Thankyou, Thankyou.. From Australia, Ways & Dreams
Beta 1.0 That is the
first playable version of Ways
& Dreams a GID
evaluation Game-Test, created and copyrighted by Gendercare Gender Clinic Today we have no good instruments and methods
to evaluate and diagnose children with GID-Gender Identity Disorder. Gendercare Gender Clinic is starting now
that concept, to evaluate children. Our Beta 1.0 version is a
very preliminary one, but shows the main ideas to develop future evaluation GID
game tests....it is very preliminary, because we use to communicate with the
player, words....and small children do not know how to understand written
words. In a next version we intend
to put all the communication resources with the player, in Voice....so the
small children, from 3 to 4 yo could understand and play the Game. That game is a decision making game, as a RPG. We have no fights, no violence....only choices....and each choice has
its proper value, in two main point scales We have a rose scale and a blue one, for female and male choices. At the end of the game, we ask the player to send us an email to with the name, original sex, age and the results for the rose and the
blue scale. We ask also comments about the game, bugs, etc. The First Decision: Who you
are, a boy or a girl? As the game is open, the main character is a girl in a starting
board..... she has only one way to follow.....and that way send her to an old
man. That old man ask her.....Who are you? A boy or a girl? If she decides for a girl,
the same character will continue.... but if the child choose the boy, the
character will change immediately for a
boy character. The player continue in the same
way....and the old one explains some things about the game. At the second board of the game, the child will follow one of two
possible angels... the blue or the rose. If the player follow the
rose angel, the player will win 20 rose points for that decision, and vice
versa for the blue one. Following the rose one, the
next board will be a beautiful female house....with dresses, garments, dolls,
flowers, etc... Following the blue one, the
next board will show a big place, with weapons and male signs.... other boys,
etc... Some of the items, signifies
rose or blue points.....when you touch them... Each of those two boards,
have two exits.....a rose angel, or a blue one.... and the game continue. After that second angel selection, if you follow the rose angel, you
will be in a rose board..... and you may come back.....and vice versa for the
blue. But if you continue in the
same way, rose or blue to the next board, from that board on you have no possible
come back way....if you decide for the rose, is rose....if blue is blue. Suppose the player started as a boy character..... all the game the
player will use a boy character, even when he make female choices....and if he
continues in female boards...... in that board there is a lake.....and the
player will continue, going inside the water of the lake. But that water is magic
water.....and if the boy character has more rose points than blue points at
that stage, a female character leaves the lake..... the boy was transformed in
a girl.....and that girl will go until the end of the test, where she will see
her total rose and blue points. And vice-versa.... or
perhaps your character will never change! We ask to send us the result, thru one
email, so we may analyse your result....with your name, age and original sex. Thank you. Sending us your children
results you are helping us to develop new methods and resources for future
diagnosis and evaluation of GID children. Gendercare Gender Clinic To develop that game-test we
used a freeware RPG software named RPG toolkit editor, 2.2 We thank the developers of
that wonderful RPG game maker. Ways & Dreams
beta 1.0 and 1.1 Copyright © 2004:
Gendercare Gender Clinic All rights reserved.
Patient name: R L G
Age: 07 yo
W & D 1.0 Results:
210 Rose points
100 Blue points
Olá sou o Tio de RLG, me chamo R, e desde que RLG
nasceu percebo que ele é uma criança diferente.
Encontrei esse jogo
no site da Gendercare e coloquei o RLG para jogar.
Deixei ele jogar sozinho, só acompanhei vendo que ele não tivesse
duvidas.
Bom percebi que ele opta pelo anjo feminino, e pelas caracteristicas
femininas. Percebi que quando ele optava por acessorios femininos,
ele ficava alegre.
Quando o menino do jogo vira menina, percebo que ele fica todo feliz,
mas muito feliz. E ele pede para jogar mais.
English translation:
RLG is a Brazilian 7 yo child.
His uncle R perceived RLG was a kind of "different boy".
When his uncle R found the W & D 1.0 version in Gendercare, he downloaded it and RLG tried it.
The child always followed the female angel ways... and always when he took something female,
he showed he was happy with it.
When at the end of the game, the boy character changed for the girl, RLG was very, very happy,
and would like to play again and again...
That is a typical W & D 1.0 game result.

Love Kimberley …………
Y
All MtF or FtM transsexual has a litte bit of a child inside...
A lot of them start transitioning later in life... to start a new life, as a new child.
Thank you dear, your tender words!
Dr.Torres
What is a GID Game
Test?
The Two Angels: boy and girl angel
The Female/Male
Boards
The Transformation Board
The End: send us the result!
It is a .zip, 5MB file.
Ways & Dreams Beta 1.1 new version
Now we are working on it.
The main improvements will be:
1.Some new pictorial presentation. The 1.0 version had 3 neutral boards,
3 female and 3 male. The 1.1 version will have 4 neutral, 4 male and 4 female.
Also, it will have new backgrounds and images;
2.Some new boards (and new music) and choices (some new ones);
3. There will have some fights....against special enemies:
Against FEAR and GUILTY - the fear and guilty all GID child needs to fight.
Against SHAME - the shame all GID child needs to fight, when they
feel as someone very unexpected.
Against LOSSES - the big losses all GID person needs to suffer and survive...
sentimental,professional, social ones...etc
Against STIGMA and SOCIAL EXCLUSION - the final fight against social death.
Those 6 are the main enemies for all GID child or youth.
Those fights will not change the rose and blue points.... only the health and life
amount of the Player. The same happens in the real life... FEAR, GUILTY,SHAME, LOSSES, STIGMA
and SOCIAL EXCLUSION is something that can trow off balance someone... to stress, to destroy
mental health, professional stability, social happiness... but never changes your
rose or blue side... David Reimer`s life, was an example of that.
Also, those fights will be a resource to transform the game in a more game like instrument,
and not a test like one, as is the 1.0 version.
In any danger, the player has always the option to run away from the fight.... to survive,
as in the real life of all GID people. They that know how to fight, and have joysticks to
fight, may do it.... but the important is not to fight, but to survive all pressure
against your life.
And follow your ways and dreams.... determining your destiny, based on your own truth.
We improved also the start of the game... now the player is a small baby...he will write his/her name
and age.... later will say what sex family say he/she has... and then receive some instructions
and start deciding his/her ways....choosing things...writing the destiny. Fighting, running...for life.
At the end of the game, the player (or the parents) may save the game, for example using the name
of the child:
mary_osborne.sav
john_smith.sav
The parents or the child may send us as an attachment of email, the .sav file saved.
Opening that saved game on our computers we will see all the choices and ways
of your child....and we will analyse the result.
Now all that is free! All is free!
Try it!
Thank you
Gendercare Staff